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Reminiscing on 2012

Anno Domini MMXII in caso admodo adveni.

Which translates to about: “In the Year of the Lord two thousand and twelve I went on quite an adventure.”  And indeed I did.

I started off 2012 in Cambodia.  In itself, that represents quite the adventure.  Seeing the ruins of Angkor Wat or mourning the injustices humans do to each other in the Tuol Sleng Genocide Museum each provide plenty of adventure.  But apparently not enough, for I had to go and get food poisoning not once, but twice! >.>   Yeah… I had a gut retching experience.  But at least I also got to fight off the hordes of mosquitoes with an electric racket before taking shelter in the mosquito netting.  And I got to watch mercury from a broken thermometer get washed down the drain in a bathroom, which was lacking in soap until my wife and her friends went and bought some, in a clinic with the air conditioning turned off for the holidays with no way to turn it back on and a state of cleanliness that left me wondering if I would leave with more problems than I entered with.  I really loved that clinic. :sarcasm:   At least most of the time the IV was putting saline solution into me and not accidentally drawing blood…

The flight from Cambodia to Korea was a tense one.  I didn’t know if I would make it without puking or not!  And I didn’t know if the health people would let me back into Korea.  The bus ride from the airport to the station near our flat was even worse. x.x

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My job duties changed significantly, such that I had an entirely new set of things to do at work.  With a last moment notification, of course, that I would be teaching a creative writing class.  I ended up being the school librarian (which included redoing the entire library database due to inconsistencies in the original), the school nurse, the keeper of lost and found, the solver of printer issues, the online course proctor, teacher of creative writing and a quasi-ESL class (added in because apparently I had the time), the only one to do something about the computer lab (creating an admin password and removing games from the computers, including Grand Theft Auto O.o ), and being one of the few substitute teachers.  So while I didn’t have quite the same stressors as I had for the first half of the school year, I definitely was kept busy.

My wife ended up getting typhoid fever, which shut the school down for a week and put her in the hospital and then stuck at home for a while.  That was a bit of excitement.  I had to be tested for typhoid fever, too.  (And it wasn’t easy to swab myself).  But I ended up being clean.

I started taking 검도 (Keomdo, Korean form of Kendo) lessons, which was a lot of fun.  October was the last time I went—despite making it on the rank board and having my own armor, the language barrier proved to be too much as I couldn’t understand the explanations of how to not make the mistakes I was making. T.T  So here’s hoping I find a Kendo or Keomdo dojo in the states and start over.  One of the fun things that resulted from Keomdo was going to a raw seafood place with my instructors and a few classmates and having my Korean classmates shove raw abalone and squid into my mouth.  I tried to explain that I grew up on the coast and could feed myself seafood…  But that failed to keep them from putting raw seafood into my mouth.  I think I may have gotten food poisoning from that outing… >.>

I wrote some poetry during the school year.  School, lesson planning, keomdo, Bible study (both the online one I lead and the one the Bible teacher was doing), church, and other sundry things kept me busy for most of the school year, though, so not too much exciting to tell.  My parents and my wife’s aunt both visited us.  Those visits were fun! :D   One of the places I visited with my parents was Suwon Fortress.  It was fascinating seeing the old wall encircling part of the city.  On our way back from the fortress we watched a parade of people dressed in period costumes.

I suppose we did end up sort of gassing ourselves with chlorine while fighting against mold. ^_^;   Our flat doesn’t have the best ventilation, you see, and well, errm, we were using bleach to kill the mold in a closet and in the bathroom.  Unfortunately the vapors sort of settled in the flat instead of leaving.  So we did all we could to increase ventilation and bought milk because apparently drinking milk helps counteract any fumes you may have inhaled.

Back in the states I enjoyed some of the old LEGO sets I had acquired through BrickLink (a dangerous website for a Lego enthusiast) and the new Lord of the Rings sets.  Well, I had fun with them in between helping clean and visiting friends.  I’m hoping to acquire the sets related to The Hobbit sometime this summer and then figure out what bricks I might need to get to replicate parts of my stories in LEGO bricks.  Because I also discovered the MOCs (stands for My Own Creation) people have done using LEGO bricks and there are some impressive ones, including a gigantic depiction of Amon Hen.  Due to space constraints I had to put my LEGO sets away before I could really start building with them.  Though I did get to have Rebel troopers and Indiana Jones help defend Helms Deep prior to the putting away (I mean, if the Elves got to be at Helms Deep, why not have other people who weren’t there come with them).

We also spent some time helping my wife’s parents clean.  They were kind enough to let us stay there and have been storing our wedding gifts and such, so it was the least we could do.  We didn’t get around to really doing much work on installing floor, which is sad, since I really enjoyed doing that a few summers ago.  I’ll probably get a chance in the future, so I should probably be careful of what I wish for! :p

My wife and I then took a road trip down to visit my parents! :D   My brother was also there, so it was good to see all three of them.  And then we took a road trip to go see my maternal grandmother via Crater Lake, California and the Grand Canyon.  It was my second time to see Crater Lake (the first time being with the Boy Scouts) and I definitely took more pictures this time around.  Perhaps next time I’ll go on the boat ride they offer.  We stopped in California to spend time with an aunt and uncle (it was the first time my wife got to meet them, so I was glad she had that opportunity).  While there we got to see my dad’s old home in the Bay Area, Muir woods (what a relaxing hike that was), a college friend of my wife and I (I stayed with her family when I went to FurtherConfusion in 2010) whose TV we were returning, the park under the south side of the Golden Gate Bridge (I could look it up, but I’d rather keep writing), and my uncle took me and my dad to an observatory that was hosting an event for members of my uncle’s work.

We met another uncle near the California-Arizona border, as he had been working in mines in Nevada, and had dinner with him.  I enjoyed that as well.  And then came my second visit to the Grand Canyon (the first being when my dad and I had been driving a moving truck with furniture for a relative in Albuquerque many years ago).  My dad and brother hiked a lot farther than my mother, wife, and I did.  I could have gone as far, but I wanted to stay with my wife.  So we got to see more views of the canyon, while my dad and brother got to brag about how far they went.  All-in-all it was wonderful, though I want to return and, LORD willing, backpack from Rim to Rim.

As we were leaving the Grand Canyon that evening, we got a phone call from one of my aunts who was with my grandmother at the nursing home.  And it was that grandmother’s condition had worsened.  It was a rough night.  The next morning we got in the car and blitzed toward southern New Mexico.  I had been hoping to see the VLA (Very Large Array–a radio telescope) on our way down, but seeing that will have to wait.  And I had been hoping to show my wife more of New Mexico, but the weather and events conspired against that.

We did manage to make it to grandmother in time to say goodbye, though she wasn’t as responsive as she had been a few days prior.  And she didn’t pass from this world until all of her children had arrived.  But she is gone, which I still find hard to believe, and I miss her. T.T

So the rest of the time in New Mexico was spent preparing for the funeral and going through grandmother’s stuff.  My brother flew back to university during that process.  My wife got to meet other relatives of mine, though I wish it could have been in happier circumstances.  Then my parents, wife, and I drove back to my parents’ house via Utah.  We rented a moving truck to help take with us some of grandma’s stuff, so we had two vehicles returning.

I got to see Arches for the first time and that made me happy.  And I found another vulpine friend!  :D   My wife named him Archie, since we found him in the Arches NP gift shop.  We helped my parents a little with the stuff we had brought back, though we soon left back for my wife’s parents’ house.

During our summer in the States, we also visited with friends.  It was good to visit with the members of the Commonwealth of 212 and 216, though not all of them were around.  And we got to have lunch with a fellow wordweaver and dear friend who likes to call me Kitsune. :D   And I spent time with one of the best DMs I have campaigned under who is also a dear friend of mine.  There were people I didn’t get to see and I didn’t really get to go to any furmeets, but it was good to see those friends I did.

The return to Korea brought a return to humidity and I found myself firmly unemployed.  I spent a little time trying to find work, but then settled on writing my novels and comic/webcomic/graphic novel (not sure which it will be) scripts.  So while I haven’t been paid for my work, I have been working.

I have now been through several typhoons.  You probably read my earlier ramblings about Typhoon Bolaven, so I don’t need to go into detail about that, but it was another part of the adventure I had in 2012.

I also did a lot more adventuring around Korea in 2012.  I think I have mentioned my trips to various parks and historic sites.  And at least some of the videos I have taken are on my YouTube channel.  If you pester me enough, I might remember to upload all the ones I have in queue.  My adventuring benefited from not having a set work schedule, as I could visit places while they were open and avoid the weekend crowds.

So some of you may be familiar with NaNoWriMo.  For those of you who aren’t, it stands for National Novel Writing Month and takes place in November (perhaps that’s why it’s no-shave November–everyone is too busy trying to keep their wordcount up to bother with shaving…).  The goal is to write a 50,000 word novel over the course of November.  Well, because I was going to a friend’s wedding in November, my wife had the grand idea of having me choose a thirty day period in October to set aside for writing the first draft of my second novel.  So I did NaNoWriMo this past year, but it was in October.

For November found me in Oregon.  I helped my parents with cataloging the massive stamp collection my grandmother had left behind.  Thousands upon thousands of stamps in boxes beyond boxes.  Most of them weren’t worth that much, since grandmother liked buying sheets of stamps.  And most of them were American stamps, so there wasn’t as much mystery as there would have been had we had to decipher where the stamps were from.  But it was still exciting and gave me something to do while my parents were off at work.

My friend’s wedding went well!  I had fun being one of the groomsmen and enjoyed the trip to the Oregon coast.  I hadn’t realized how much I missed the Oregon coast, until I was standing on its shores under the overcast sky.  Yeah… that reminds me of a home I once knew, back when I was but a kit.  And the wedding allowed me to catch up with the Brotherhood Five, which had been sorely needed.  May we meet again soon, my dear friends! :D

And I had an early Thanksgiving with my parents and one of the Brotherhood Five (you know, I really should find out how they want me to refer to them individually here in my ramblings–since I am trying to obfuscate names and places to some extent…).  It was delicious!  And it was good to spend time with this dear friend of mine (he had been my best man, after all!).  I also stayed at his flat for a night.  Oh!  And I ate with him at a Korean restaurant in one town and at another Korean restaurant in my parents’ town with my former youth pastor.  So my craving for kimchi while in the States was satisfied!

And the end of 2012 saw me visiting Jeju island.  That was quite the fun adventure and deserves at least one rambling of its own!  Especially since I have rambled on rather long right now…  Yeah, I better let you go soon…

The adventure that continued into this year was trying to write on adaptations.  Never again will I tie a deviantArt submission of that magnitude to ramblings here and announce it before hand.  Because then I feel like I can’t ramble here because it would mess up what I had planned…   So I have learned my lesson (for now), and you should be hearing more from me on a more regular basis.

So my plans and goals for 2013 are as follows:

  • Stay alive.  As much as North Korea is probably just sabre rattling and not really intending to follow through with their threats, I would like to see my friends and family in the States again and get around to the rest of my list.  So I’ll do what I can to avoid the sort of adventure that would come from hostilities starting up again and pray that things don’t come to that.
  • Continue exploring Korea.
  • Get my first novel ready to send out to publishers by summer.
  • Visit Japan.
  • Attend the wedding of the person who was my best man and perhaps another friend’s wedding.
  • Learn more Korean and brush up on my Japanese and Russian.
  • Ramble more often!!!

Blessings and peace!
~Direlda

Time after Time

There’s this thing I often do – no, I’m not talking about falling off the internet – that is probably borne of my hyperactive imagination.  I like to come up with my own lyrics for songs.  So since it is the advent season, and you’ve probably heard the original quite a bit now, I present you with: Home Starbase.

I’m dreaming of my home starbase
Just like the one in sector three
Where the viewports glisten
and computers listen
To hear requests for tea.

I’m dreaming of my home starbase
With every sector that I roam
May your ships be sturdy and chrome
And may all your starbases be home.

I actually just finished that today, though the original idea for it came back in high school… I don’t know why I never finished it then – too busy playing outside, I guess.

Since part of the reason why I have been offline for so long was because I was back at that home starbase, it made sense to put up this song.  Of course, it’s no longer like it was back then, and despite traveling back in time, I couldn’t quite get to it like it was.  Over the years things have been changing – carpeting replaced with wood, lawn replaced with a dry riverbed, incomplete model railroad diorama donated to local model railroading club, conversion of my old room to a work room, and so on.  While there I had the pleasure of going through my late grandmother’s stamp collection.  It is over 120,000 stamps in size due to the fact that she liked to buy sheets of the same stamp (she had several sheets of Scott #1371, plus at least 20 first day covers of that stamp), so it was good that I assisted my parents instead of spending a lot of time online.

I was also a groomsman for a friend’s wedding.  That was a lot of fun, especially since we all wore superhero t-shirts under our orange button-down dress-shirts.  One of my friends looked like Robert Downing Jr’s Iron Man.

His superhero t-shirt was black with the power core on it.

Yeah, I did a double-take more than once.  The groom was Batman, and the other two groomsmen were Superman and the Green Lantern.  As for me, I was Star Fox.  Not quite the superhero you were expecting, right? :p

Then there were two Thanksgiving dinners and temporally re-adjusting.  Which brings me to just recently.  More happened, but not all of it is really interesting.  Though maybe I’ll tell you about the great hunt for sweetened condensed milk some time.

And, of course, let’s not forget about October, when:

My characters are in my ears are in my eyes
There among the novel writing tries
I sit and meanwhile with my characters

Yeah, I’ll work on fleshing that one out.  But it captures how my characters sort of get into my head.  And because my head was so filled, there was no time to go online.  Or something like that.  Just recently I posted a map I made to deviantArt.  You can find it here.  Hope you enjoy the peak at the world I’ve been creating! :creative:

Until next time, I leave you with this:

Then you say — go silly —
I bound behind —
The second paw unwinds

If you’re lost you can read — and you will find me
Time after time
If you hug I will pounce you — I’ll be writing
Time after time

Quest Completed: Write Second Novel in 30 Days

So I did it! :D

I wrote the first draft of my second novel!  It sits at 51,449 words.  Now to set it aside for a while and work on revising my first novel… :creative:

I decided to do it this way because it would mean that I would have a better idea of the world, the characters, and where things were heading.  What I really need to figure out, though, is how many books long the story arc will be.  Will this be a trilogy or will it go on longer?  Or maybe this will be a trilogy and then I’ll write other stories dealing with the world afterwards.  I’m not really sure.  I think this is because of how massive the ideas I had back in high school were for the world that morphed into this one.  I will have to figure out how much exploration we will have into this world.  Perhaps it will be several novels and then many short stories.  In any case, it’s something I need to think more on.

Writing the ending for this one was rather hard.  I won’t say why because that would spoil things, since to explain the why I would have to give details and then those details would give away several things that I don’t want given away. :p   The ending also needs work, but that will be made easier once I figure out whether this is the second of three or of many.

Right now I’m taking a break from writing. (No you’re not!)  Fine, I’m taking a break from writing novels and scripts.  It’ll probably be only for a few days, but just long enough for me to recuperate.  So maybe I’ll get around to drawing and posting what I end up drawing.  Still, my characters are in my ears, are in my eyes, here among the novel writing tries.

Hmmm…. I suppose I should mention that I’ll be in the States for a few weeks so that I may be a groomsman at the wedding of one of my good friends (who happens to have been one of my groomsmen).  I’m rather excited to be a part of that! :D   And not so excited to be away from my lovely wife for several weeks. T.T

Since I’ve basically been cloistered here in my apartment this month writing, I don’t really have much else of note to write about.  So until next time!

Blessings and peace!
~Direlda

Park Romp

Yesterday I told you about the adventures I had in Seoul on Friday up through lunch.  Today I will finish recounting what happened to me that day.

Following lunch, I walked south towards the 한 (Han) river in search of a museum for martyrs.  I had memorized a map the night before, so I didn’t have much trouble at all.  Down one big street and then follow the subway tracks as they ascend out of the earth to make the river crossing.  I didn’t spend much time here because I saw a sign that seemed to say shorts are not allowed (at least that’s what the picture seemed to say, but I couldn’t understand the Korean).  Since I was wearing shorts, I didn’t feel like pressing my luck.  However, I did learn that 절두산 (Jeoldusan, literally “beheading mountain”) was where Korean Catholics were executed in 1866. :(

Jeoldusan Martyrs' Shrine

The path leading up the Jeoldusan Martyrs’ Shrine.

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Art Adventure

Yesterday I went on quite the adventure.  I visited two art supply stores, found a museum for Catholic martyrs, saw the outside of Seoul’s World Cup stadium, and romped through several parks.  I’m going to break up this adventure into two parts, with lunch being the dividing line.  So today you’ll get up through lunch and my tomorrow you’ll get to find out what happened after lunch.

My adventure into Seoul started with me failing to get an early start. ^_^;   I wanted to take our video camera with me, but it needed to be charged.  I also wanted to empty out one of my memory cards and charge a spare battery for my DSLR, just in case I took a lot of pictures.  I brushed my tail.  And I had dishes to wash from breakfast.  So it was that I didn’t get out the door until around 9:30 am.

The walk to the subway station was pleasant.  I didn’t even have trouble crossing the street at one particularly busy intersection that is lacking in walk signals.  >.>   Though I did regret forgetting my Irish whistle.  By the time I got on the subway heading north, it was 10 am.

Ever since the 신분당 (Sinbundang, but ‘sin’ is pronounced like ‘shin’) line opened, travel time to certain subway lines and stops decreased.  For instance, I no longer have to take the 1005-1 bus to get to 양재 (Yangjae), which is where Costco is located.  I can also get to Seoul subway line 2 much quicker, which makes travel to and from StarCraft 2 matches that much faster (not that I’ve been to any in a long while…).  The current northern terminus of the Sinbundang line is Gangnam Station.  Yes, it is located in the district that lends its name to the song “Gangnam Style” by Psy.  No, I haven’t seen anyone dancing like that while walking through Gangnam.  Though perhaps that will change if I wander through Gangnam next week… ;)

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Direlda, the Handyfox

So I spent a lot of time this past week working on my den.  It’s not quite finished, but now I’m mainly held up by content that either has disappeared or needs to be created.

Things I’ve done:

  • Rambled! :D   September has seen me stay more active!
  • Organized the Scriptorium enough that a all the areas in it can be accessed. Two are basically done and the others have some content to them.
  • Modified what I tell you upon reaching the front door of my den (aka homepage text) to reflect changes in the den.
  • Dug up the guidebook to the meadow paths, which will allow you to know what lies down various paths in the meadow (aka outgoing links).  The guidebook, however, requires some coaxing from me because it doesn’t really want to let others read it yet (aka I have to write the content).
  • Added a means for you to share certain areas of my den elsewhere in the vast internet.  Pay attention to the tail end of my rambling to see!
  • Created a kit theme for my decorating needs (aka child theme), which means changes I make won’t disappear following updates to the parent theme.
  • Learned a little more about PHP and spent a lot of time with the Codex of WordPress.
  • Played around more with Akismet to help me with spam (I can’t eat all that I’ve gotten).  My inbox of comments is now manageable. Which means if you comment, I’ll be able to get around to it better! :)
  • Harnessed the power of Google’s analysts for understanding where everyone who visits my den hails from.
  • And in case you weren’t aware of a previous month’s fix: Adjusted what you see when you get lost.  As the 404 did when they wandered in error. Just try going to a part of my den that doesn’t exist to see it (so replace a page name that does exist with one that doesn’t).

As you can see, I had quite the productive week. :creative:

Things on my to-do list:

  • Get the meadow guidebook to be more responsive!  Just because it isn’t used to other people, doesn’t mean it shouldn’t let you see what’s in it.
  • Find, digitize, and present you with some of my doodles and/or drawings for the illumination desk.
  • Finish editing a bit of background on the Fox Dreams universe to put as the first piece on the reading desk.
  • Decide on how I want to present my library of books to you for the shelves.
  • Keep rambling on a regular basis. :D
  • Work on my writing and exploring so that I have new things to share!
  • This is a more long-term goal: decide how I want to go about setting up the writing desk.  Eventually I want to be able to give people the opportunity to submit pieces of writing (sort of like fan art pages on webcomics).  This might not happen until I have more of my own stories available.  Or I may have some sort of contest and use the writing desk as the place to submit contest entries (though I’d have to figure out what sort of contest and what sort of prizes…).   I think suggestions on this one would be most beneficial.

And on other fronts, I’ve been doing a lot more cooking.  So I’ll have to share with you something delicious (and spicy :D ) that I made.  But I’ll save that for later this week, after I get my wife’s opinion on it!

Blessings and peace!
~Direlda

Typhoon Bolaven

The passing of Typhoon Bolaven did not affect me as much as I would have thought.  My wife did get the day off from school – closed just in case the storm was really bad.  I noticed gusts of wind by watching the trees outside my window thrash back and forth.  I saw the rain-soaked pavement.  But when I ventured out the next day, there was little sign of the storm’s passing.  A few leaves and other plant parts were scattered about, but no visible damage to signs or buildings in my vicinity.

In other parts of Korea, however, there was visible damage from the typhoon.  One picture I saw showed a car smashed by bricks that had toppled off a building.  There was a picture of a cargo ship that had apparently been torn in half by the storm.  I am sad to report that Typhoon Bolaven did cause deaths in South Korea.

On Thursday there was a downpour in my region and it seemed like it rained more on that day than it did on Tuesday, when Typhoon Bolaven passed by.  It turns out that the rain was the result of Typhoon Tembin hitting Korea.  Typhoon Tembin had struck Taiwan, looped around to strike Taiwan again, and then went for the Korean peninsula.

The people I am most concerned about right now are the North Koreans.  They had some severe flooding in July and more flooding in mid-August. Typhoon Bolaven passed through on Tuesday and Wednesday and I think Typhoon Tembin dumped some rain up that way on Thursday.  What this means for North Korea is that the population faces a humanitarian crisis.  And while their government is not at all friends with either South Korea or America, the people (most of whom hardly have a say in the government) are the ones that will suffer for it.  Depending on the amount of damage caused, it is possible that North Korea could experience a crisis on the scale of the famine in the 1990s, though it is hard to know for sure what state North Korea is in.  So please keep the North Koreans in your prayers.

“Our indifference to the plight of the homeless and the refugee, Father forgive.” ~from the Coventry Litany of Reconciliation

Dead Poet’s Society

Last night I watched Dead Poet’s Society, which is a fascinating movie about an English teacher at an all boy’s school and a group of students who are inspired by him. It isn’t a movie for young kids, but it would be a good choice for discussion with teenagers. Themes include: conformity, pressures on students (academic and parental), thinking for oneself, creativity, and poetry. It is not a happy movie, though the ending does shine a dim ray of hope for some of the students. There are moments of beauty and moments where teenage boys push against the great expectations of parents and headmasters in ways that aren’t always healthy.

But I’m not here to convince you to watch or not watch this movie. Rather, I want to delve into some of the themes brought up by this movie because of how they connect to my own experiences. So let this be a spoiler warning: what comes after the break will reveal aspects of the plot and ending; caveat lector. Continue reading

In Memoriam

I buried my maternal grandmother today.  :(

She died last week, but it didn’t hit me until yesterday that she was truly dead.  As Tennyson said in the poem In Memoriam A.H.H:

LXVIII

When in the down I sink my head,
Sleep, Death’s twin-brother, times my breath;
Sleep, Death’s twin-brother, knows not Death,
Nor can I dream of thee as dead:

 

I walk as ere I walk’d forlorn,
When all our path was fresh with dew,
And all the bugle breezes blew
Reveillée to the breaking morn.

 

But what is this? I turn about,
I find a trouble in thine eye,
Which makes me sad I know not why,
Nor can my dream resolve the doubt:

 

But ere the lark hath left the lea
I wake, and I discern the truth;
It is the trouble of my youth
That foolish sleep transfers to thee.

It was only when I saw her in the coffin that I realized my grandmother was dead.  That nevermore would I see her in this world.  (I’m reminded of a passage in the Lord of the Rings where it is said that Aragorn came never again to Cerin Amroth as a living man.)  I just could not wrap my mind around the fact that she was gone.

There is a passage in Bede’s Ecclesiastical History of the English People that says:

Another of the king’s chief men, approving of his words and exhortations, presently added: “The present life of man, O king, seems to me, in comparison of that time which is unknown to us, like to the swift flight of a sparrow through the room wherein you sit at supper in winter, with your commanders and ministers, and a good fire in the midst, whilst the storms of rain and snow prevail abroad; the sparrow, I say, flying in at one door, and immediately out at another, whilst he is within, is safe from the wintry storm; but after a short space of fair weather, he immediately vanishes out of your sight, into the dark winter from which he had emerged. So this life of man appears for a short space, but of what went before, or what is to follow, we are utterly ignorant. …”

This metaphor for life seems rather fitting for me at this moment as I am filled with an elegiac mood.  What brief time we spend here is bookended by unknowns.  As a Christian I affirm the resurrection of the dead and the life everlasting.  But the exact nature of what comes next, of what our resurrected bodies will be like or what things we will be doing, is still largely unknown.  We can speculate all we want, but at the end of the day we will be no more enlightened about what came before and what comes after.  It is, as Hamlet says, “the undiscovered country.”

But the uncertainty should not be a cause for fear.  We should not be frightened of “what dreams may come” (Hamlet again) after we have left this world behind.  But nor should we ignore this life in hopes of reaching the next.  I am glad for the years I got to spend with my grandmother; glad that she did not give up on life when her husband died 13 years ago.

This week I have learned much about my grandmother.  Stories told by my aunts and uncles that revealed things I did not realize.  And I witnessed a relative crying that I did not imagine would cry.  I don’t have an issue with tears (as Gandalf says at the Grey Havens: “I will not say: do not weep; for not all tears are an evil.”), but was surprised when this relative cried.

I don’t feel like writing more (see you in about a week), so I’ll leave you with a little more from Tennyson:

LXXXV

This truth came borne with bier and pall,
I felt it, when I sorrow’d most,
‘Tis better to have loved and lost,
Than never to have loved at all–

 

O true in word, and tried in deed,
Demanding, so to bring relief
To this which is our common grief,
What kind of life is that I lead;

Stay on Target…

This week is promising to be quite the good week.  I just need to make sure I don’t veer into the walls of the trench…

I finally got to wear the full kumdo armor, aka bogu, yesterday.  My ears hurt a lot, but it was good to finally be able to practice and make connections between what I was learning and actual bouts.  I also have a set of bogu that might arrive by this weekend!

Using the very small Lego collection I have here, I made a few MOCs (My Own Creation) to tell a small story.  I’m hoping to make that story the first thing I put into the scriptorium, as a way of testing it’s layout.  :creative:

Thanks to Flechmen, the ability to bring images (and other media) into my den has been restored. :D   So the map I drew for your benefit is now here.  All that remains is to make an image map so that it can be an interactive map!

Finally, with the advent of finals, I find the amount of work I have to do winding down.  Hooray for having assigned a writing project for the creative writing final as opposed to making a test and review guide.

This is a small update to let you know what has been going on – Lord willing I will be able to give you a better report during the weekend.  Now to sleep…  z.z